Why she didn't trust me?

All this while, i try to be good girl,good daughter but i dunnoe why she sees me in a bad way..

The reason i prefer to hangout with my friends more rather than my family cuz there is no FUN, and because they dun give me the trust and plus judging my friends..I really disappointed,really am..Only Him know how hurtful i am..

I know how to lead my own life by choosing a right and trustworthy friends..i try to avoid those i think really not suitable to be my friends..but why she still thinking that my friends are not good..

And other things, why dun they let me play for tanding...i really like to play that catergory where i can let my emotion go..i know it dangerous activity but i try to play safe..

Wadever it is, i try to be patience with them..

After talking to my friend, Dee, i realise that i shud be thankful to my mum tho sometime she a bit naggy...i juz realise that some of the parent dun even let their children go out with friends..it good my mum let me out but i dun like when she judging my friends,that all..and also i really appreciate if 1 day, she give me the trust..