Friendship nvr ends

2011-07-13T21:22:00.002+08:00

Everything seem to pull me down

And I won't let this things happen

Im gonna stay strong

Gonna rise to the top once again

Im not gonna let this feeling conquer it

I MUST FIGHT IT!!

But, I need to guide to push me to it

A support and motivation that will be better

Hope I can go through this

Insyallah..

Transformer

2011-07-10T20:35:00.003+08:00

Transformer movie was AWESOME!!!

The climate was cool, there's comedy, suspend and action..

Love the action part!!It feel so really with the effect..

The suspend suck..make me wanna cry but i control it

There is guy beside me cried watch that movie and I was like WHAT!

I still want bubblebee car..super cool!!

To Shia

U damn lucky guy got to kiss 2 beautiful and hot girl in Transformer movie

First, it was Megan Fox and now Rosie Huntington-Whiteley

Blessed with The Team

2011-05-30T22:20:00.003+08:00

On 28th May..

It is the a day that mark a memorable day of my Life.

It my dream come true to perform such a big production

Also, having a Great and Awesome Team..

This production have taught me many things..

First the process of it

Second making a new friends and bonded as 1 team..

Truely an awesome journey..

Hopefully in the future I can participate in such production again..

Insyallah..

April!!

2011-04-01T01:31:00.004+08:00

It First April Yaw!!

Means APRIL FOOL!!

but i dun feel like fooling people around..

Guess what!!

im back from my Service Learning Trip at Vietnam..

It was Awesome,having cool people around you and doesn't make the trip so dull and soggy...

Also it a learning experience for me to leave my family for 12 days..

Alhamdulilah i made it..

tho i had homesick but it okiie..

minor illness..

Done with uploading all the photos and when i looked back, i missed the Vietnam people..

esp the tourguide..

he so cute

and funny

and always brighten our day..

it really suit his name "Bright Stone"..

aww i miss that guy..

hope he doing fine there..

Here the picture me with the tourguide,

Now, since im back to Singapore..there's so many events waiting for me..first is Festival Temasek..Hope i performed well..

and next Gentarasa..

Gosh!first time i performing having a lot of crowd..hopefully i didnt screw it up..

Lastly, my FYP..

this things really get to my nerve everytime i mention on it..

well,hopefully i do my very best

and hoping that the rest of the teammates cooperate with each other..

XoXo,

Me =)

Holiday is Here Again!!

2011-02-15T17:57:00.002+08:00

3 more papers and that the end of my life as year 2 students at RP..It a great journey tho, met new friends and see their different kind of style in learning..Ok, year 2 ending, start of year 3 the crucial year for me and of course my last year in RP..can't wait to get out of that sch and start a really job..

Speaking of job, thought of having part time job during my 2-months holiday but then, im going for Vietnam trip next month so i think won't be able work first. However, im having another plan to my life..This, i hope gonna change my lifestyle.

What im gonna do this 2-months holiday?

- Hangout with my beloved family ad friends

-Going Vietnam!!for study trip

-Learn how to cook, sew

-Change my hairstyle

-Get FIT!!(physcially and mentally)

Hopefully, my this time plan work..=)

what is your all-time favourite breakfast cereal?

2011-02-10T15:06:00.001+08:00

Honey star! =D

Ask me anything

February Come So Fast

2011-02-02T21:08:00.003+08:00

Alhamdulilah, now it February..

See How fast time flies..We didn't feel that it pass so fast but the memory will always keep with us..

I hope this February will be better month for me..

UT 3 coming soon..im so gonna start revising early,insyallah tomorrow start my revision.

Nothing much to update..

xoxo

love..

If there is one artiste who wants to date you, who would you want that artiste to be? Whats your reaction to it?

2011-01-31T11:55:00.001+08:00

ONEW OPPA!!
OMG!!it is true??it is him??Am i dreaming?
Scream out loud..
Senyum2 kambing...

Ask me anything

What do you see in your life,and what are you gonna do with it?

2011-01-31T11:08:00.001+08:00

To have a better life filled with love and happiness..gonna go with the flow and have faith to it.

Ask me anything

what kind of weather would u prefer?hot or cold weather?

2011-01-30T20:05:00.001+08:00

what kind of weather would u prefer?hot or cold weather?

Answer here

First Week of New Year

2011-01-07T23:20:00.002+08:00

School reopen this week and im still in holiday mood..can't really focus with my study and felt so restless..Next week really need to stay focus, really need to buck up my grades..i really need someone to motivate me to keep up with my study..i really miss during my sec times where most of my classmate motivate each other to study..and i really miss that moments..

This and next month, my schedule was packed with silat trainings..seriously need to start serious training cuz competition juz around the corner..still dunnoe if i can participate in tanding category..really miss doing that category..but wadever it is, im trying my best to win a medal this year..insyallah..=)

Goodbye 2010, Hello 2011

2010-12-31T19:43:00.002+08:00

Today is last day of 2010 ans this year have taught me a lot of things in my life..

This Year i have learn about what is love and be strong when it been hurt..

And im glad that i can overcome this situation..

What gonna happen in 2011?

It up to Him to decide my fate ..watever it is i must glad of what it had happened..

What my resolution for 2011?

There's a lot in my mind but i think im gonna keep it to myself..

Most importantly im glad that Allah have given me to live another year and also strength from ups and downs life..

Syukur Alhamdulilah..=D

Alhamdulilah Syukur Kepada Allah =D

2010-12-21T23:28:00.002+08:00

Well, im suppose to update this earlier

but i forgotten

well here it goes

Alhamdulilah

I've passed my TP test

and im legal driver

Now. waited for my driving licence pass

it been 2 weeks already

yet havent arrive

Second,

Alhamdulilah

I've passed my silat test

Now im in melati 3

~weee

well there will be some responsibilities

that i need to handle off

This year have been my best year ever

tho there some ups & down along the way

but i've face it confident and stronger

i hope

next year will be better

maybe something that i haven't achieve this year

wanna know what

it up to u to find it out

Appreciate Ur life

And u will nvr know what to expect it

Wadever it is

be grateful of wat His giving to u

Said Alhamdulilah after achieving it

USS was Awesome!!

2010-12-20T20:09:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, i felt that life must be enjoyed very second..i reallie enjoyed myself on yesterday outing with my peeps..

USS was awesome..the ride was totally whacked..well we suppose to be shouting but we laughing instead..thnx to kak deela for making us laugh like nobody business..she was so kecoh during our outing..and to her, she make our dream outing come true..thnx sis for everything!

We took a lot of pictures and i post it at my facebook account..please do look at our pictures..

I wish to go there again but this time i want to go with my love ones insyallah..=)

Less Burden Gone!

2010-12-02T10:35:00.003+08:00

YES!!

im done doing my poster and print it out..

I felt that one of my burden is gone..

Now i can focus on other stuff..

Other burden gone is UT1..

alhamdulilah is over and test was manageable ..

Now,

left with:

Silat Test

TP test

PP presentation..

Insyallah, i can do it with my best..

Can't wait for my outing with my TS peeps on 11 Dec..

it been long time we didn't hangout

Missed old times where we gossip

laugh out lot like nobody business

taking pictures

aww..

really miss those days

esp during our competition day..

Busy Month

2010-11-29T09:21:00.002+08:00

This month and next month im so pack with events and tests..

Here my list:

1. Kak Ira Engagement Day

2. Ut 1

3. Silat Test

4.Traffic Police Test

5. Outing with TS peeps

6. Cousin on Paternal side marry (i will be the kendarat)

7. PP presentation

8. TS majlis (im the MC of the day)

9. Maybe going to Universal Studio

10. Lastly having some getaway!!(it been long time i want it)

WOW!so many things need to be done this and next month..hope i have all the energy to do all the activities..Insyallah..wish me luck kae..=)

"Not missing u"

2010-11-11T23:26:00.002+08:00

Why i keep missing u whereas u didnt miss me at all..even trying to forget about me..

Why can't i forget about u?

Each day im trying to smile, to forget all the memories about u why i failed?

I know im not that strong but hopefully i will one day..

But i will let it out now these 3 words

I MISS YOU

Mask

2010-10-26T12:03:00.001+08:00

Will U able to Find me??

If u Do, It means U're my soulmate =)

Cant forget it

2010-10-24T22:24:00.001+08:00

Slowly it will letting it go from my mind..

K-POP medley

2010-10-21T23:22:00.001+08:00

Hope you enjoy this video..really nice remix of the songs..=)

2010-10-09T11:03:00.002+08:00

All men are like to play with women heart..First they will have the sweet talk that most women will fall for it. After which , they took us to the romantic date to make women giving hope to them..And when the women truly fall for them, they will ignore us and left us just like that..

Who they think they are?

Who comes in and out of our (women) so easily..

2010-09-12T19:57:00.003+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI,MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

kepada semua keluarga dan sahabat ku..

2010-08-25T12:57:00.002+08:00

Yesterday watched Step Up 3D with my TS peeps, tho it was last minute plans and here and there changes but i had fun..

Step Up 3D was way awesome compared to the previous Step Up..their dance choreograph was remarkable..mixed with various dance movement..plus it 3D more Cool..

I was stunned by Alyson stoner acting and her look..she become much more prettier..first saw her in TV show was Zack and Cody..she played a role as a tomboy..but now she became she beautiful lady and her dancing was awesome..

Today gonna have another iftar with my secondary peeps..tho not many can make it..but hopefully it gonna be fun =D

2010-08-14T03:09:00.004+08:00

Mubarak Ramadhan to all muslim family and frenz..

It been quite a long time didnt post..guess what time now?it 3:15 and im still awake,well im planning to sleep after subuh prayer and sleep till afternoon..Im super excited about yesterday event..can't believe that i went to watch Beast/B2ST and 4 minute live at Singapore..woohoo..i really need to thank my bestie Shikin for inviting me to watch this..I really enjoyed myself and not being myself for a while..hehehe..i like..

I shout and sing along with them..cool rite..how i wish i could sing along with them everday..hehehe..in my dream..4minute i cant remember what song they sing cause im not really fanatic of them..But BEAST.....OF CUZ!!!!!!!!!!!it one of my fave..esp my gikwang..hahaha...he wanted to show his abs but didnt=(

This suppose to be posted on Saturday morning but i half way fall asleep..too tired..

To continue the story..well i will be updating all the photos at facebook..

Took a lot of pictures during that event..for the first time im not myself and i really enjoyed it..that night was awesome..how i wish my night were always be like that?

2010-07-26T23:24:00.003+08:00

I felt that im missing something in my life..and that is LOVE..

I really want to feel being in loved and loved someone sincerely from bottom of my heart..

Once used to be one-sided loved..and plus hoping to get back with him but then realised it useless to wait for him anymore..

Then, once im trying to love someone but im too late..everything gone..

My trying to be loved again but sadly i can't..maybe he not the one

i want someone who there to support me..

to be there when im down

to be there to see my craziness and except me who i am

who can tolerant with my stubborness

who like to irritates me which sometime i can irritated but i dun mind..

maybe someone out there will be my Mr.Right soon

it matter of time and patient to have good ones..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYIFA' SABREENA!!

dun naughty2

aunt ayu will always love u my dear niece..

2010-07-24T22:48:00.003+08:00

I miss blogging!!

It been long time didn't blog...kinda busy with life lately..

Tmr will be my last day of going back to my clementi house..need to wait for another 2 more years to have my new house..can't wait..

It been a long time i visited my grandma cemetery..everytime i go there, i will cry cuz i didn't manage to see her cuz i was very young..though i didn't see her but i will always rmb her..

Im happy cuz SHINee' BACK!!with their new looks..i melt to see my onew..

p/s:i do like teamin hairstyle..i hope i have his hairstyle..hehehe...

here their comeback..

Enjoy!=D

2010-06-23T09:53:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was an AWESOME day with my PPG!!

Though we had a short meet up but i seriously miss u guyz a lot..

Now we all busy we our schedule and it hard to see each other..

Miss those time of days..esp during the competition..

Yesterday we went to watched movie, had our dinner and lepak-ing at the pathetic place..haha..

We got a Lot of stories to tell to each other, well it been long time didn't meet..we laughed here and there..haha..IT US!!

can't wait for our next date..hehe

Yesterday went to watched KARATE KIDS..That movie was AWESOME!!!a lot of laughter and some crying part but i control myself not to cry..hehe..the part make me sad was to see his mum supporting him all the way till he went to competition..How i wish my mum was there see me fight and see me received the medal..im quite upset when i stand the stage to received the medal, my mum was not there for me..i know my mum pray for me but it not enough..i want her to be my side all the times..

2010-06-08T18:25:00.002+08:00

I really disappointed with my family esp my mum..

Why she didn't trust me?

All this while, i try to be good girl,good daughter but i dunnoe why she sees me in a bad way..

The reason i prefer to hangout with my friends more rather than my family cuz there is no FUN, and because they dun give me the trust and plus judging my friends..I really disappointed,really am..Only Him know how hurtful i am..

I know how to lead my own life by choosing a right and trustworthy friends..i try to avoid those i think really not suitable to be my friends..but why she still thinking that my friends are not good..

And other things, why dun they let me play for tanding...i really like to play that catergory where i can let my emotion go..i know it dangerous activity but i try to play safe..

Wadever it is, i try to be patience with them..

After talking to my friend, Dee, i realise that i shud be thankful to my mum tho sometime she a bit naggy...i juz realise that some of the parent dun even let their children go out with friends..it good my mum let me out but i dun like when she judging my friends,that all..and also i really appreciate if 1 day, she give me the trust..

2010-06-08T07:47:00.002+08:00

Lately, i cant sleep well..it not im in insomnia,actually baby Syifa' that cause everybody in the house cannot sleep. She not feeling well and that why she keeps on crying..haiz..pity her..

Get Well Soon! Aunt Ayu want to play with you..

2010-06-07T21:26:00.003+08:00

Alhamdulilah TCS 10 is over..The fighters have done well tho there is a failure but it doesn't mean will always be failure..U still a WINNER..those who wins congratulation on your success including me..We will be back for next year and will try our very best..

I have won gold for regu..Alhamdulilah syukur..Thnx to my regu team who support me and believe in me..We make a such good team..but im sad cuz the kakaks will no longer be in the competition next year =( ..gonna have a new regu team next year..

Most of them asking me why im cried when they announced RP won first..

well..first it was my first year in this team and unaccepted to achieve this..second, it been years i didn't compete and i have a least confidence of winning cuz during my last competition, i lost, so the confidence of winning is little..

Now i have a new family which is Selatran..

I love my family, TS family and Selatran

2010-04-25T11:29:00.002+08:00

School started a week before and now im super busy with projects and competition and other stuff

This few month im not gonna post a lot..with my tight schedule..

Now im trying to complete my CE module with left with a few points..Like WTF only this module,need to complete in order to graduate..urh!

Im already joining silat in my school and IVP is like a few weeks more..kinda scary.. but with confidence and practices,everything will be fine..Most people say "have fun inside the arena instead of worried too much of it"

Now, im trying to work hard in my studies and hopefully getting a good grade.. insyallah..

it been a year i've been wasting my life by slacking and trying to move on..Alhamdulilah, i overcome that situation and now im trying to look at my bright side..It juz need a confidence to build up a good life..

2010-04-10T23:04:00.004+08:00

Juz came back from training..tho didnt get a chance to fight but i did learn something during this event..picking people to fight..it kinda tough to pick the kids for the match..see their ages and oso their standard of fighting..pluz i need to keep an eye with the small kids since their parents were one of the referee..see how tough my job is..

coach asked me to become referee for the next event..

well,i'll see first..

still got long way to learn to become referee..

it is not easy job,

must be alert

and attentive..

ma fren text me that class list already OUT!! i was so excited to see who is my classmate and which day is my off day..

My time table..so im gonna start school on 16 April but the timing still dunnoe yet and my off day is on THURSDAY!

here my classmates name..

2010-04-05T22:23:00.004+08:00

Today was my fun time together with my bestie SHIKIN!!

Went to Henderson wave but we start at Hort Park..though the weather a bit cloudy but we prayed it wont rain..it was long journey and tiring,but we fun...a lot of laughter and candid pictures..

im so hyper about the song heartbeat by 2pm and shock by beast..

dancing like nobody busy

laughing like there is tmr..hahahaha

then we to vivo city had our dinner..and of cuz to rest after a long journey..hahaha

while lepakking,we took some pictures of ourselves and oso videos of our funny act but most is MIIE..to to shikin to didnt say she was filmed miie...haha..but had fun tho..~weeee

On my way home, i saw my long lost friends..well we kinda like

"umm..hmmm..look familiar but where i seen that person..hmmm"

then i tell myself let see where his alight and yeah im right..

so i knew him..haha..

when he alight he look at miie try to figure it out..

i did give him a smile and so do him..

then he recognise miie

haha..

how cute...

wait did i juz said that..gosh..am i reallie miss him that much...

i think i did

but see how it goes..i juz wish he become a good guy with better attitude...

then i can consider him as my fren again..

By the way,he looked gorgeous..

enough of him..

damn this loading super slow..it been half an hour and yet havent successful uploaded..haiz..

most of the pictures will be uploaded at FB..

so do look at our funny and funky moment..haha..

2010-04-02T13:14:00.007+08:00

GOOD FRIDAY!

It holiday today and im stuck at home..

babysitting Baby Syifa..

What a day..

Gonna waste my time watch tv

Having pain here and there

Well yst was my first time jog after a long time

But im gonna jog twice a week starting from yst onward.

Been a lot of thinking..

im gonna change myself..

be a strong girl

be positive

and independent..

oso not to forget WORK AND STUDY HARD!!

GO FIGHTING!

Finally i bought SHINee calender and clock..

woohoo!

i loike it..

Thnx to Shikin for making my day yst

had a lot of FUN!!!

AWESOME!!! Outing..

2010-03-28T22:47:00.003+08:00

I SAW DUDE HARLINO!!!~WEEEEE

saw him at far east plaza..at first didnt see him..i saw his organizer then i saw tall guy wear black spec and make a guess that must be DUDE HARLINO..cuz i know her ,she the want who make event for indon artist..oso yesterday his showcase at my school....so excited got to see him..

suppose to go out with the boyz,izzul n hyrul...but end up my cuzzin didnt come..said he hp spoilt lah..lucky fatin got come..if not miie n izzul out shopping together..pity izzul, want to buy pant and shirt but the both shop closed...not his day..=( then went to plaza singapura,buy sumthing at comic connection..wanna know??SHINee calender..next i want to buy the watch..mayb my next paid then i buy it..hehe...aim for it..haha..had our lunch...den went to cathay..my first time go there and the place so nice..but not a lot of shop..

I reallie enjoyed my weekend..

first got to watch ANAK WAYANG with my friends..

Second got to meet DUDE HARLINO..

I reallie love my life..

From now on..

i must appreciate life that ALLAH gives to miie..

Alhamdulillah,

I dun why i got a friend guyz who so irritating..

n oso how i can stand them?

weird right?

Not in the mood

2010-03-27T07:26:00.005+08:00

Im so early update today..

well cant really sleep..

First im having stomach pain,PMS..haiz..

Second there so many problems that brings my mood down..

Well,result out already and im quite disappointed with my result..tho i try to study reallie hard for last semester but yet i didn’t do well..i seriously need to have more confident in miie, not only the effort put in but also confidence..And also trying to liking the school..maybe cause of that my grades drop..must tell myself

‘It not about the school but the studies that i’ve learnt’

There is no use of hoping of something, end up it ditch and hurt our feeling..i’ve been hoping too much things to happen but yet it didn’t..now i feel the pain..it so stupid of miie to hope it really happen..haiz..a lot of times i’ve been hurt so much of hoping it..and yet i keep on doing it..

What am i supposed to do?

This week reallie not good week of miie..been moody all week, first maybe gonna having PMS but that not the only reason..i hope next week is better week for miie..

Today gonna watch ANAK WAYANG..n see my peeps performing..im so excited about it..I got a feeling that tonight gonna be a good night for miie =)

Forget to mention that I've PASSED my BTT~weeee

really can't wait to learn driving..so excited.

2010-03-26T23:23:00.003+08:00

Hola people!!
AdeQ Fateha SEY's here..
Well its my second time helping my dear bestie with her blog skin..
Amaciam??? Lawa tak??
Yeah.. Of course nice right???
Hahkz...
Oklah.. I'm done..
Hope you like my new skin yeah..
Sayang kamu Nurhidayu sotong!! Hahkz..
Take care!♥♥

He so funny and cute..ONEW!!

2010-03-20T18:18:00.002+08:00

Onew so talented!!

For imitation people voice..

HOW CUTE!!

haha

He so Clumsy

Same as miie

hehe

BOWLING!!

2010-03-19T20:58:00.002+08:00

BOWLING WAS FUN!!!

I WANT TO GO BOWLING AGAIN!!!

I WANT TO MAKE A LOT OF STRIKES!!!

PLAN PLAN PLAN

FOR BOWLING!!!

~Weeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!

GO MIIE!!

2010-03-15T23:41:00.004+08:00

I've passed my evaluation..break a record with my sister..

she took 7 times while i only took 2 times but the score,

dun ask

hehe

Now need to study hard for BTT,

hope i can pass it

and

have my practical lesson

can't wait for it

I'm so excited about driving

hehe

Im so freaking busy taking take of my nieces

1 is enough already but

now another 2

haiyo

headache man

Today played UNO with my other 2 nieces and my sister..

was fun

got to teased them

haha

Me and my sister so bad

EVIL!!

MUAHAHAHAHA!!

Get my fringe cut but it turned out to be ugly

hehe

Dye my hair medium auburn

I'm trying to change myself

some who independent

and strong

and not so blurr

hopeful i can

GO GO GO!!

SHINee!!!!

2010-03-10T22:37:00.002+08:00

SHINee!!

Fall in love with this boy band..Not only they cute and handsome..but their voice were AWESOME!!..

Like their new song

RING DING DONG!!

Guess what my message is that song and all my frenz get irritated with it..haha..sorry guys..even my family gets irritated..haha..i love people gets irritated..see their irritated faces,so like retarded..haha..im so bad..

2010-03-05T23:05:00.002+08:00

It been so long i didn't blog..for 1 week i guess..

Been busy for a while..

Last tuesday went to my class chalet..even though not many people coming and not much fun but i reallie enjoy it..thought of sleeping for 2 night but end up 1 night..

At the chalet playing card game..guess wat card game we played??it called BABI..and guess who the ultimate BABI??it MIIE..thnx to the guys..

Im so saddis cause they bully miie..they called miie 'Indon Maid'..but it okiie,im fine with it..and i oso know they were joking at miie..

Dunnoe why im having this feeling..dunnoe how to describe it..

AWESOME!!!

2010-02-26T23:42:00.003+08:00

What can i say about this movie?1 word,AWESOME!!!

like literally,the story have all the climate..sad,funny,excitement,adventure..wow..

First of all, i would to thanx to shikin for asking miie to watch this movie..thanx sis...

Meet shikin at 11 plus,then book for the tix..while waiting for her friend, we went to Body Shop..both of us though of buying 1 item but in the end bought 2 items..thanx to the promotion that we cant resist it..had our lunch at Long John Silver..search for BOYS OVER FLOWER dvd,but sadly in chinese sub..no stock for english sub..haiz..not my day..

watching terlalu istimewa reminds miie of someone..

someone who reallie good to miie,someone who always make my day even though kinda of irritating..

but sadly, that someone is no longer there for miie..

IM SO ADDICTED TO U!

2010-02-24T23:25:00.003+08:00

Im so addicted to BOYS OVER FLOWERS..haha

well, it might too late cause this drama was like a year past..but who cares i still like them..

they SUPER HOT,SUPER HANDSOME..haha..the most i like are kim bum and lim min ho..they have this charisma that i cant resist..haha...did i juz said like that..haha..

IT MIIE

2010-02-24T16:10:00.004+08:00

People always wonder why i sometime wear scarf sometime not..

Well..i only wear scarf when im in s'pore basically in school or when im out with a friends..Sometime it depends on my mood, if i dun feel like to wear then i dun..When im on holiday,i usually dun wear scarf..i already told my parents about it..and most of family knew my attitude about wearing scarf..they even scold miie untill they sick and tired..basically im just too stubborn..I know it a sin for a lady to show off her 'aurat' but at least im trying my best to cover it all..but it seems i failed sometime..

i still wonder why some of the women who wear scarf but wearing a t-shirt..does it still a sin?hmm why a lot of them still wearing it?

Today, my first lesson of my driving theory..first half hour was quite boring but the second half hour more fun..basically the instructor tried to bring the atmosphere in the class more lively..hehe..still got 1 month to prepare for my basic theory test..and if i pass, cant wait for the practical...

still wondering why people had a big fuss between manual and auto??

im taking auto cause i know myself better..

IT WHO I AM GONNA BE..

SO PEOPLE PLEASE BACK OFF

I MIGHT BE INNOCENT BUT I CAN BE VIOLENT [IF I WANT TO]

Marina Barrage

2010-02-22T16:53:00.010+08:00

yesterday went to Marina Barrage

even though it was raining

im sure the kids having lot of fun

juz see the pix above

as for miie..

im totally bored

no friends

haiz

♥♥♥♥

2010-02-18T22:05:00.003+08:00

Should work or should not??

well so far my working is tutoring and i think, it not enough for miie to pay ma license fee..it not that i dun want to ask my father for money, i think i can be dependent for awhile..

If im working,confirm my schedule will be packed and i have no time to hangout with my family and friends..=(

If im not working, i will be babysitting baby syifa and i dun have some pocket money..hmm

Difficult making this kind of decision..i need help..

can juz money fall from the sky..it so much easier, no hardwork..juz waiting for it to fall..haha..it my dreams.. where on earth money fall from the sky?haiz..im so lame..

Another day been at home not all time..went to jurong point for a while..hehe..get some fresh air..well not actuallie, it fake..aircon..haha

been messaging my frenz..finally he messaged miie, well since 7 months knowing,hardly for him to text miie first..urgh! i dun bother it anymore..guys are like that, when bored,like totally bored then want to text us, if not, dun bother to ask..

Now,webcam with fateha, chatting with hidah and sham..and i dunnoe where is sham going..took him so long to come back...i think he bathing...haha..gonna disturb him later..i love disturbing people..

HIDAYU THAT MIIE!!!=D

LOVE KAMPONG ♥

2010-02-17T15:20:00.007+08:00

Oh my horse..

that the horse im riding..

nice rite..

Love the scenery ♥

miie and mischa..

I LOVE PENANG & KEDAH..

MISS KAMPONG..

Holiday was FUN!!how i wish i could stay longer..it been so long i didnt go back to kampong and now it so different..First of all, the journey from S'pore to Penang via van is superlong..it like 12 hours journey..and now my backbone pain..tsk

At there, i reallie enjoy myself..the scenery make miie feel so relaxing..all my problem gone when see it.. HORSE RIDING WAS FUN!!!i want to ride it again..first time, i felt so scare but some time i enjoyed..hehe=) FOOD OVER THERE WAS AWESOME!!especially LAKSA PENANG!! every stop we go must have laksa penang..woohoo!and i tink im gaining quite a weight..haha..must lost some weight..hehe..i should come there during December cause the weather not reallie hot..this month the weather was super hot..i think my skin turning darker already..hehe..sadly, we didnt go at waterfall, cause a lot of people and also there not alot of water..=( what a waste..haiz.. i took a lot of pictures..but all the scenery..hehe..will post some here..but most of it at facebook..do check it out ya..hehe..=D

Mummy said july gonna go back again cuz my cuzzin is getting married and i think cant go..im schooling that month..=(

YEAH!!IT HOLIDAY!!!

Gonna miss them ♥ W16G

2010-02-05T12:16:00.006+08:00

♥W16G

The Girls

The Guys

Today last day of lesson

last spent with W16G peeps

gonna miss them

Our laughter

Nonsense

Gossiping

Criticize

gonna miss it

15 weeks spending time with them

so much fun

all the problem i had

demolished when seeing them

the faci's that guide us

all this 15 weeks

gonna miss them

even though

sometime we criticize them

being sarcastic with them

i love the face(for some)

haha..

My life..

suddenly i felt

dull w/o him

well cuz he the one

im always sms with

now he gone

i didn't noe who

the next guy will be sms-ing miie

it gonna be soon 1 year he gone

n yet i still miss him sometime

sometime i felt to switch off ma hp

cuz im always waiting for someone to sms miie

hidayu please stop it..

this is nonsesnse...

2010-02-02T10:44:00.003+08:00

Truth is such hurtful feeling..

But it good to hear it..

How i wish that 1 moment i can be a happier girl in the world..

All my life right now so sadden

Pathetic life rite..

The Only person who can make miie happy is Baby Syifa..

Her smile, her laughter birght my day..

Yesterday had our confession

It kinda a shock to know the truth

Why doesnt he know it?

Could he bother to ask?

And why now?

It kinda too late..

You happy with ur life

And im stuck with this life..

2010-01-30T22:37:00.002+08:00

OMG!!the moon was so clearly bright today..how i wish i could take picture of it..eventually i can but practically im lazy to take out my camera out..hehe..or should i??well it night and taking picture from the corridor is superly not nice..

Secondly, im ADDICTED TO GOSSIP GIRLS!!well it long time i already addicted to that show but didnt manage to watch it..and FINALLY i got to watch it..haha..well i still watch season 1,still got 2 more season havent watch..gonna watch them asap..

why suddenly u come back?

talk to miie

asking miie out

why?

are u giving miie hope?

hope that i could get back to u?

or mayb im the one

who hoping of it..

n not to forget

u still got 'her'

THIS SICKNESS MAKE MIIE MAD..LOSING APPITITE TO EAT, FEELING LIKE VOMITTING,GIDDYNEES N NOT TO FORGET HAVING MENSES NOW.,ARGH!!!

HATE THINGS THAT I HATE GOING AT ONCE..

Nuthing much i want

2010-01-22T14:26:00.003+08:00

Why mummy didn't trust miie?

Always think so negative about miie

I know what im doing..

im soon to be nineteen and it's time for miie to be independent on certain..

especially money and outing..

doesn't mean i always go out, i spead all my money

and doesn't mean im out with a fren , it is a boy..

I know im a bit wild but i dun want to be that wild..

If i want, im so long be a bad girl..

But i know that is a wrong thing and also it is restricted to do such a thing in my religion..

I've plan to become a bad girl last time

But pity with my parent

who give lots of love to miie

I dun want to payback with a sin

All i want in my life is that mummy to trust miie..

If she gave miie freedom but no trust between us..

Might as well don't give the freedom..

and why it hard to believe miie

Oh well maybe my life is fated that

people around miie who love hard to believe in miie

'You are your child keeper

until she mature enough to keep herself'

quoted from: Laura Ramirez, Author of the parenting book Keepes of the Children

BABY SYIFA

2010-01-20T13:39:00.006+08:00

Tat Winnie look exactly like miie

GOSH!!

And he gonna be ma fren SOON!!!

YEAH!!!this bear is so soft..

UMI!!!can i have one

UMI!!look at ma pretty dress..

Nice rite??

Ma first emotion pose..

HAHA!!Tat was so funny..see how i laugh

UMI!!i've open ma eyes..chak

See how fast she grow up..

I MISS HER SO MUCH!!

HAHA!!im juz making story about her
if ma sis find out
im totatlly dead meat..

2010-01-18T12:43:00.003+08:00

Why must study about ghost?it like so redundant..the worst thing is that im afraid of ghost..sian..but it kinda cool learning the process and what kind of equipment used to hunt it..

Im kinda confused of today lesson cuz we need to add in our belief of ghost and those who believer in ghost..do get it what i mean?and plus about the scientific process..??..wadever it is im trying ma best to fully understand today problem..

GO HIDAYU, GO, GO,GO..

skuling period left 3 more weeks..gosh cant wait for it yet there is major test about 2 more weeks...feeling scared cuz ma understanding about certain module not up to 100%..must start studying soon..REAL SOON!!!..

ma plan for the holiday is to get a job..first so bored at home..as usual..haha..second need to plan for the future..woohoo..haha...but serious i am planning about ma future..=)

to my shockness, there are lot of website about ghost...gosh!..why do this people have time hunt for ghost or believe in ghost..OMG!!this researching about ghost give miie a goosebumps..shut im so drama mama here..haha..

like ma new blog skin

2010-01-13T14:25:00.006+08:00

I wanna to thanx to ma bestie,FATEHA for the lovely blogskin..it reallie nice and appreciate ur hard work fo changing the template skin..

O level have been released and wanna said congrates to ma frenz who did well for the exams..for those who didnt..please dun give up, there still a way for u to improve and studies even though u cant go to ur ideal course or skul..it reminds miie of ma learning journey life..but im glad studying in the course i want even though i dun like the skul..but that does not matter..it matters that the course interested in and not the skul..that what ma family always remind miie..cuz @ first i felt like give up too but having a wonderful family and frenz who support miie..

it been 4 days i've been single again and im happy with this status..even though im kinda sad to see couple hanging around..but wadever im happy with ma life..no commitment juz focus on ma studies and life..and do things that i like the most..planning to go study oversea..hmm..like real only,insyallah..never know right?

Today module can say okiie but the faci kinda lame as usual..haha..say lame joke which totaly not that funny but yet he laugh like what only..haha..seriously i must work hard for biology...i seriously dunnoe what on earth im studying about,..haiyo..

here the picture that i promised to upload..

New blogskin!

2010-01-12T21:55:00.002+08:00

Hello peoples!

AdeQ Fateha SEY's here!

Cak cak cak!

Well yeah as you can see here, my dear bestie blogskin changed!

Nice or not uh?

Hahaha. Well, yeah, i hope she like it uh. Uhm, this is what i can do, but then if you want to change just tell me hor? I will do a new skin if you don't like this one.

Well, yeah, take care people!

P.S: AKU SAYANG KAU SOTONG! HURHUR =)

2010-01-08T05:01:00.002+08:00

Finally i not that reallie busy..last few days busy studying for bio and maths test..reallie try ma best to do all might with these papers..so far i can said the paper 50:50..i do hope i can pass with better grade compared ma previous test..

Ever since the skul started, i felt so restless, first mayb i have not enough sleep..study till late night and had 3-4 hours of sleeping..when come to skul like zoombie..cant focus that much..like i said
"when u sleepy,u intend to be in the lala world which cause u cant focus and end up DUN EVEN UNDERSTAND WHAT ON EARTH U STUDYING ABOUT"
i just like this quote..seriously i dun havea mood of coming to skul lately but im trying to force myself ..hmm next week got course briefing for selection of module..what shud i take??biomedical science, medical technology or medical imaging..hmm..

Christmas exchanged gift with ma 4 bestie in classroom was chaotic..haha..but i really like the present...ma present so sweet and nice juz like the person..hehe..i juz love praising myslef..*muackz.. thnx guyz for giving miie such a lovely present gift..i do appreciate it..shall upload the picture sooner cause im having problem wit ma samsung phone..the battery went sort2..haiz..im so sad..=(

today i woke up so damn early..guess wat time??IT 4AM..WOW!!
well yesterday slept @ 8 plus cause i cant even open ma eyes..it so damn tiring and sleepy..i feel go refreshing now...cant wait for chemistry lesson later..woohoo...haha..hope the problem today is easy..cause practically im lazy to think too much..haha..

It like a month didnt meet him..should i meet him today??hmm..shud i??i reallie miss him but yet lazy to meet him..how arh??hate myself being cant make up a mind..

2010-01-01T00:17:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!!

To refresh back 2009..ma life aint happy..all saddness that i went thru..Firstly, I lost ma dear cuzzin..Second, get to the school which i dun like..Third, i dunnoe why i always felt sad..
But alhamduloilah, dlm kesedihan pasti ada kebahagian, aku temui makna cinta, dan dicintai..thnx to him, ma life quite happy now...

So ma new resolution are:

- To be strong and overcome all ma problems

-Be more focus in study and stop daydreaming all day

-Maybe taking ma driving lesen.

-Must live in reality not lala world!!

so i think tat ma resolution for now..cant tink of others..

To all ma frenz, i love u all very2 much..i really treasure this freindship..

To ma dear, i will always love u..even though i have mix feeling about u..but u always in ma heart...To us: Happy 2nd anniversary.=)

2009-12-29T23:39:00.003+08:00

I LOVE ALVIN & THE CHIPMUNKS 2!!!

The movie is AWESOME!!

Especially ma dearly lovely 'THEODORE'..he so adorable..not only him, the voice actor of theodore oso cute..OH JESSE MACCARTNEY..hehe..feeling2 only...

Feel like watching the movie again..it okiie wait for the DVD to release and buy it so i can watch it like EVERYDAY!!!woohoo...

Enough of chipmucks...hehe..well im so addicted to it, can't stop saying it..haha...,

It gonna midnight soon and im still wake..haha..juz now while taching afiq felt sleepy but now @ home so fresh...haha..well, laptop in front of miie..eye opening, rite?..haha..

Time fly so fast..soon gonna new year..hmm..let miie refresh back wat have i done this year..well im in poly now which im kinda proud of it..only miie in the family manage to enter poly and i hope i can go on further...insyallah..
den join in dikir barat but quit half way due to some reason...but hopefully next year i can join back again..got serious illness issuse..personal life up n down..finally found ma love but last few days we were in fight, now solve already..and i hope it not gonna happen again..
easy to say ma life as 18 years old young adult filled with saddness and happiness...but i however felt sad cause i dunno why...i thought being 18 is more on fun side but yet it all wrong..all i get is real life..adapt with real situation..no more fooling around..got love and lost..

2 more days to new years..
3 more days to Port Dickson n 2 mth anniversary..

Wad is life?have it been answered?

2009-12-18T18:10:00.003+08:00

SELAMAT TAHUN BARU KEPaDA SEMUA UMAT ISLAM

In this new year, i hope have a better living and always in good health..insyallah..

Today accompany ma mum for check up..well it juz a short consult, i thought it was super long and cancel playing bowling with ma frens..it okiie, there's still other day to meet up again..

den wanted to meet bestie but she not feeling well..so i guess there still other day to meet..

Now Im home surfing net..that ma routine when im holiday..jobless and moneyless...dad always nag cuz ma allowance so fast finish..well i gave some to ma mum...well it long story..

hmm..still need to study 2 more test and that it..doing some revision for major test which held on feb..must prepare now or else i dun get it..n ma grade will be last last semester which was not good..average =(

2009-12-17T22:31:00.002+08:00

Lucky today training was cancelled..i got some rest and have recovery of my body ache..

Today accompany ma sis for Syifa' injection..early morning need to wake up and it so lazy to wake up..hehe..holiday mah so ma waking time shud be 8 plus..
From 4 till now i've been editing ma blogskin and it still not done yet..but decided to take some rest, posting and listen to songs..
seriously i dunnoe ma blog turn to what..so hard to edit to ma ideal blogskin..well got to try..not to give up rite...yeah!

Tomorrow accompany ma mum for check up and after that dunnoe want to join Udin for bowling..seriously i missed playing bowling and oso misses ma frenz..

IM ADDICTED TO TWITTER!!

someone got twitter add miie can??

thought ma life could be different when there is someone who care and loved you..but it all the same..i dun feel any different..i always wonder if im making a right choice..

2009-12-16T21:25:00.003+08:00

YUMMY YUM!!

I love the food..but i forgot to take banana split..=(

Today went out with shikin as she promised to treat miie Swensen..we went to bugis Swensen cause i thought of buying ma fren present but end up didn't buy cause not enough money..we ate till we very full was forced to eat our side dish which is banana split..haha...see each of our face which being force to eat..hehe

After that went to Bugis Street for awhile..cause a lot of people and it hard to walk...end up went to Jurong Point and bought Body Shop product..shikin pay for my things..thnx sis for the treating everithing and the present..=)

hmm..im broke now..ma phone bill havent yet pay and need to ask ma dad for money..argh!!

seriously i need to find jobs ASAP!!..

2009-12-14T21:38:00.002+08:00

Bangkok was fun but all the fun turns to sadness..

This year I've lost 2 cuzzins..mereka telah kembali ke rahmatullah.. but i got to be strong with it..wadever it is life must go on..

well i got nuthing to write..no mood to write..sry guyz..

im now in holiday but need to find job asap..need to help ma family..some one who got ani jobs can tell miie..

2009-12-10T14:27:00.007+08:00

It been long i didnt update ma blog..

Guess what tmr im going to bangkok..woohoo..actuallie im not that excited going there,wanna noe why, cuz first i miss ma physic test, second, mon got chem test and during ma journey, i like studying ma test instead of enjoying the trip...Somemore, i havent even pack ma clothes..oh gosh..later go home hurry pack ma things..hehe..as usual last min works..hope i remember to bring every thing that i suppossed to bring...

Well now im like studying ma chemistry test...hardworking rite...hehe..
But still got time to blogging..typical miie..

ma fren browse this video abt small kid recite quran..i was so amazed the way they recite..they even memorised the surah,,subhan allah..i felt a bit shamed that i cant even memorised the whole surah properly and also i memorised it like when i was pri 4..proud of this kids..

well..it been 1 week didnt meet him and tmr im going to bangkok..gonna miss him a lot..

2009-12-04T11:44:00.003+08:00

I feel like buying eclipse book..i wanna to find out what happen to bella and edward..

Yesterday watched new moon with Mr. A..thnx dear for the movies and chocolate.how sweet of him..speaking of chocolate, i still have it inside ma bag..haha..

Well the movies was okiie..the story plot was good..the story more on revealing who jacob is and the love between bella & edward..cant said more cuz you must to watch it ..

JACOB WAS SO HOT!!

SERIOUSLY THE 6 pack can be seen..oh..only ma Mr.A body was like that..haha..

TO MY FRENZ WHO I PROMISED TO WATCH THE MOVIE..IM TRULY SORRY THAT I'VE WATCH THE MOVIE..

PHYSIC CAN DIE..damn hard n rite now im struggling to understand the problem..but i still got time blogging..hehe..typical miie..got time to do nonsense stuff..haha..

cant wait for holiday..woohoo!!

2009-12-01T13:06:00.004+08:00

HAPPY OUR 1st ANNIVERSARY!!

it like so fast to our 1st mth..well im happy that so far our relationship is sailing smoothly..but the sad part,we cant celebrate it cuz i have meeting till 9 pm...=(

'no matter what happen, i will always love him.'

Haiz..i realised that i never meet him that much so im so busy with some stuff..=(

10 more days to miie to say bye2 to s'pore and hello bangkok..cant wait to enjoy ma holiday and @ same time need to study for ma test...haiz..hopefully upcoming test ma grade improve..insyallah..

8 more days for miie to have ma scanning...argh!!im so damn sacred..sacred of the result..hopefully it is positive result..

So far condition is better now..but cant said it, never noe when it will come back..but i have appetite to eat

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY IZZUL!!=)

woah dh besar bdk nie..dh blh step abg2..haha..*joking onli

if u want present, wait ya till i come for training..hehe..

2009-11-19T14:11:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went to watch 2012 with ma craziie frenz...well the story was quite nice..but i dun like the ending part..it kinda ridicoulus cuz some people alive..overall the story is about make us realising..i nearly cry see people died misreable and no way to escape.. i rmb got this part a father was about to call his son and for the first time he manage to hear his granddaughter voice but it was too late the 'things' happen juz like that..it like 1s everything gone..

Well, before that, the funny part which abt us..it was heavy raining,lucky ma fren brought a car however we still we cuz there is no shelter @ the carpark and we running like mad..haha..den rite @ the cinema, we were shivering and noisy can say..

TODAY..hmm it physic..haiz..but lucky the problem quite easy but i pity ma member cuz he the one figure the problem..well i try to solve but i cant understand it..the rest..hmm..no comment..

IM SOO COOLLDDD!!!

it's raining outside..i cant stand the cold..oh man!!

2009-11-17T20:38:00.003+08:00

It been long time didnt update ma blog..last week been busy with studying for test. and now it over..hopefully i can get good grade..

well..i juz think if i make a right choice or if ma choice was like in rushing..i dunnoe..it juz came out from ma mind..i dunnoe why im thinking that way..argh!!i hate myself for thinking nonsense..why i juz stop thinking nonsense things..it make me go mad??am i gonna be mad soon??oh gosh..hidayu juz stop it okiie..

okiie..today school was fun..ma wonderful classmate order pizza today and plan to order KFC next week..woah it nice rite...eat fast food every week but there goes ma allowance for a week..haha..today was math lesson..manageable but our presentation was not that good cuz we did it like last minute..and all cut and paste..hehe..the faci asked a lot of qns lucky we manage to answer it..n guess what??i lost ma ez-link card lucky ma good hearted skulmate found it and put it @ one-stop centre,i juz read ma eamil juz now..so tmr i need to take it from there..den meet him today but i was like no mood..i was angry @ maself for losing things and forgetting things..i pity him cuz i've been angry all the way..argh!!..

Oh ya i dunnoe why i've been bad tempered lately, even ma mum i gave tat attitude..argh!!i reallie need to go for anger management..

i wish i could clear ma mind from all the problem..hope i could tink clearly..

2009-11-08T21:21:00.002+08:00

It's been week i did not update ma blog..well been busy wit test and all sort of things..
I reallie want to study hard but i cant..there an obstacle tat make miie not focusing..well people might said mayb i fall in love well it not quite true..the main problem is ma illness..i've been vomitting and having severe headache last few weeks and finally they refer miie to the hospital which is next wk...haiz..

Now im attached but sumtime i dun feel that im already att which i dunnoe why? used to be single & suddenly att wit someone..feel a bit awkward..den the worst thing is that i cant meet him..i packed with studies and practice for performance...haiz..wadever it is, i still love him..

hmm..people said i've changed..hmm..well i try to change myself..change to be good person on the outside n inside..well people all thought im such a goody2 girl,but im not..@ times i can be wild if i wannabe want..juz now got forum about controlling ur anger wit parents and whoever it is...it an interesting forum and the ustaz are so funny..crack all nonsense joke..haha...and all they give some tips if we want to change our lifestyle..it a useful tips they gave and i hope that tips helped miie changed ma lifestyle..

I like to keep ma problem to myself..that is ma major thing keep things to myself..i dun like to heboh2 ma problem unless i reallie cant find a way to solve it..n oso if i reallie cant stand it..but if i tell people about ma problem, will they understand?same goes if people go problem and will i understand their problem??that the things..

i think tat all i got to write for now..need to get back with ma studies..

I MISS HIM!!

HAD A FUN TIME GOING OUT WITH MA COOL FRENZ!!!=)
LOVE U ALL..
CANT WAIT TO SEE U ALL TIZ TUES

2009-10-28T16:50:00.002+08:00

Well..i feel lyk missing some..

I MISS MA FRENZ.

I MISS HIM.

where are they?

now im like having a boring talk..need to earn CE pts so yah need to attend it..haha

Fateha told miie that her atok was admitted to hospital due the illness which is kidney failure..it reminds miie of ma late aunt who passed away last sunday due to the illness..she been suffering kidney failure for ast 2 yrs..it sad tat ma last visit @ pulau pinang was last feb tat want also she already admitterd to the hospital and i cant see her cuz rushing for the ship timing..this illness is suffering.not onli this but some serious illness which difficult to cure..hmm..mayb one day i could find the medicine to cure the illness..who knows..=)

Lately i felt so tired..i dunnoe why..but good news i can eat and finish up ma food..=)

Kae..back to the talk..=)

2009-10-27T23:07:00.005+08:00

Im so random today..juz upload some picz which i find it interesting..will update more picx soon..

2009-10-26T13:22:00.003+08:00

Today i feel so GREEN!!!

well im wearing green shirt but sad im shoe black..thought of wearing green but lazy to wear..haha..no lah..cuz late already..

Im so sleepy actuallie..yesterday slept abt 4 hrs cuz watching liverpool vs man u..Guess wat??LIVERPOOL WON!!WOOHOO!!im so excited!!...

i watched the match feel like to kick the ball to socre another goal...haha..im so lame..

Actuallie i dunnoe wat to do now..my part of the presentation already done..and rite now im listening to JOJO song-keep forgetting to forget about you..seriously im so addicted to the song..keep on listening.. haha..feel like to sing a long but later people hear..ma voice suck can said it..

Maybe later going to meet fateha..she sick..get well soon sis..

till here ma story of ma life..

toodles =)

lesson was fun

2009-10-23T22:35:00.003+08:00

I MISS THIS LIL GIRL!!

I MISS HIM!!

I MISS FATEHA!!

I MISS MA FRENZ!!

wow i miss everybody...thnx to ma bro deleting all ma pictures & videos..nuthing left for miie to fresh the wonderful memories with ma beloved friends & families..

Today was chemistry lesson..well it quite easy but confusing as i dun understand what ma faci explained...he was explaining super fast..like a bullet train..i dun get any of his word..uckily i got ma wonderful team mate who willing to explain to miie..can said i a bit of slow in catching up..hehe..after lesson got talk about lab safety & precautions..well it quite boring luckily ma classmate was havoc..which make miie enjoyed the talk..
Then went to meet him...hehe..pity him cuz i walk straight without realising that he actuallie standing beside mii..hehe..went for a drink @ causeway point before heading to IMM..
there so much of improvement on IMM..it been ages i've been there..hehe..ard 8 plus we went home..he fetch miie home..aww..so sweet of him..well he pity of miie cuz im still not feeling well..

i must not give up..not only miie facing this situation..there are others out there who suffering more serious than miie..also, i have people around miie who love miie and care about miie..so i must not give up..

Im feeling quite betta

2009-10-22T09:47:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulilah im feeling quite betta now..suddenly i miss school so much, i dunnoe why..haha
well i've been absent for 2 days due to ma illness..Now im in school..woohoo..Todayis physic module and it about velocity,blah,blah,blah..haha..

I think ma feeling towards him is growing stronger..he reallie care and concern about miie..on tues when i fall sick, he came to ma huse juz to see miie if i feeling betta..he oso bought miie bread and cocktail for miie..see how sweet he is..aww...@ night went for a walk with him..talk about our personal things..
yesterday, he called miie juz to ask if im feeling betta..aww..he reallie so sweet..but i reallie need time to think about it..

well when you in a relationship,there some things need to be considered..so i need to tink about the things.. some more ma mum said we can be freinds first..hmm..i dunnoe..but wat i noe, i miss him..

kae2..i need to get back to ma study..
toddles..

2009-10-20T10:03:00.002+08:00

guess wat today im going to skul..haiz..been sick again..
this month i've been sick lyk a lot of times..haiz..i cant stand it anymore..feel lyk give up living but i cant.. i must be strong..yesterdy went to see doc and she scold miie cuz first i said i've lost the medicine, second cuz i feel like give up living..

seriously, yesterday ma condition was too weak...i keep on vomittig and it like 4-5 times i vomit out..haiz..i reallie dunnoe what happpen to miie.. when i want to have some happiness, there will be sadness..

i need to some rest...

life must go on

2009-10-16T21:04:00.003+08:00

I dunnoe what happen to my life..
Nowadays i've been sick..
Lost a lot of weight..
Lost of appitite to eat..
Headache here & there..
Lost the one i love..
haiz..

I juz hope that it wont happen to miie but yet it happen..how could i survive it??Only god noe how i feel..

Now, there someone tat care for miie, concern abt miie..but how can i accept him in my life?haiz..

today went to skul as usual..finally im early today for the first time..if not later selina angry @ miie..hehe..today module is chemistry & is about why olive oil , soap & water can remove makeup but not water only?
Actuallie the answer was easy but wad make it hard is to know what polar, non-polar & net dipole moment..it reallie make miie confused..luckily with ma team member help i can understd the problem clearly..
went home today 7 plus cuz meet him den went lepak @ ma huse area..hehe..so much laughing and teasing between miie & him..he reallie make ma day cuz today actualli im pretty tired..but i dunnoe..i still need time to think about it..

I juz realised that this wk i've been home late..7 plus den went home..wow..next wk oso will be home late cuz attending workshop..cool rite..about using lab..cant wait for the workshop..

ARGH!!heahache come again..till here i write..need to eat medicine..den went to sleep..

2009-10-15T21:21:00.002+08:00

well today im not going to skul cause not feeling quite well due yesterday sickness.. n i got 1 day of mc..but i didnt reallie rest well cause in the afternoon i fetch fateha from school after that we went to lot 1..accompany her eating before went to our study..teach her physic and oso had ma own revision on biology..ard 6 plus went home..i didnt jnow why today im like super cold...reallie??feel like im living on the winter season..haiz...

i enjoyed going out with ma bestie today...lot of laughing..esp when we talk about something..only miie & her know wat it is..hehe...

I must not be sturbborn..if not im the one who is misberable..they only know my weakness but they didnt know what ma heart said..haiz..

im back with my lastime life..

2009-10-14T09:28:00.002+08:00

My condition is getting worse..i felt nausea and headache lately..i lost my appetite to eat..haiz

My mum keep nagging @ miie..asking miie to see doctor..i will go but not now..soon enough if i have a courage to go..i juz hope nuthing will happen to miie..if it want to happen, i juz accept it..
this is life..what is gonna happen juz face it..

Today i thought of fasting but i vomiited early in the morning..now i still felt nausea n ma stomach is hurting...argh!!...
today lesson so far okiie..lucky ma team member helped miie to understand the problem clearly..biology is cool..but sometimes it might confusing but i loike..hehe..thought of going home early today cause seriously im not feeling quite well..i still smell n taste that i vomiited out..*yucks

to my dear fren
i know it hard for u to face this situation but i juz hope u wont give up in ur life..in every life there is ups n down..n i know how the feeling of living in this kind of situation..if i can help u, i will..i dun want u to stay away from ur frens..no matter what happen i will be there for u..& im sorry if sometime i might be one of the human of 2 sided..

i need to get back on my studies..i still cant understand some of them..

Im speechless

2009-10-06T22:42:00.002+08:00

He finally confessed his feeling..actuallie i noe what he gonna but i pretend dunnoe..

What make speechless is how we met and become close fren & soon to be couple but that want i need time to think about it.

Well it too soon to be in the relationship..i juz noe him about 4 mths i guess..& still in the process of knowing..I dun want to rush as it may cause a lot of consequences.. what ma fren said is true take time to think about it..if im ready then go for it..he oso not forcing miie..

schooling..haiz..first day of school the topic was quite hard..but i manage to understand it..today was maths lesson & it about vector which is ma weaker topic since secondary school..argh!!some more the faci told us that we will be stuck learning vector for another 2 weeks..Oh god help miie surviving the lesson & hopefully i can understand the topic..

Tmr is mollecular & cell biology..more worst..i dunnoe any biology backgorund..ARGH!!!..hopefully i can survive tmr..i felt lyk crying for this semester..but i will not let ma tear fall..i try to overcome it..

2009-10-04T21:53:00.002+08:00

Im so tired today..First days of PMS & yet a lot of walking..haiz..as usual in the morning went for ma religion clas..thnx eh all the guys for not attending lesson today..well not much of the lesson cause first all the guys not coming xcept miie,shikin & nabila..what a pathetic rite..second most of the teachers busy discussing about next week event..
After that went to geylang..haiz..typical mum..said want to buy 1 thing but end up so much things she bought until miie n ma sis 'NO COMMENT'..i pity the pram cause carry a lot of plastic bags..hehe..

Waiting for liverpool match...woohoo!!
Hope they win over chealsea..=)

2009-10-01T22:25:00.003+08:00

Happy Children's Day!!

sure all the kids will be happy celebrating Children's Day..Hope they have sure a enjoyable day today..

Happy Birthday NURUL QURAISYA!!

Hope u all the best in the future...

Dont be naughty2..

Cik ayu sayang u a lot2 dear..=)

Today went out with shikin..hehe..we went shopping woohoo!!.juz got ma allowance yst then went shopping..haiyo..hehe..den i went to apply for job..i hope i cn get the job..reallie want to help ma mum..back to ma shopping day..i bought new shoe..cant wait to wear it when school reopen..oh ya speaking of school,tiz wk ma last wk of holiday =(

then went for ma hair treatment..it was cool..i like it but i onli had a few trial..cause it meant for ma mum..hehe..

had ma dinner & went home..

hope tiz sat outing is on..& y am i hoping it on??hmm..i dunnoe..hehe

CPS-ians rock

2009-09-29T15:50:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was a great Jalan Raya with the CPS-ians..I really enjoyed the outing..

First meet them @ clementi mrt control then went to our first house which was Udin's house..Kinda shock so lot of people came..about 30 plus people joining..WOW!!hehe..

Altogther i 10 house visiting..kinda a lot..still got 2 house they going to visit but im not joining them cause quite late and also im so damn tired..a lot of people asked why i going home so early..

But then i went to hidah house again to lepak with her before went home...Ard 9 plus i went home..took bus..reached home ard 10 plus..thought of calling him during ma journey home but he said called him ard 10.30..end up i called him 11.30 hehe...& yet he still waiting 4 ma call..

Ma leg still pain due to long walked yst..hehe...but i really enjoyed going out with them..if there is another event do invite miie..

Great time with bestie

2009-09-25T20:46:00.002+08:00

I like the picx...it so nice..n seriously i look like damn emo freaking..hehe

Today went out with ma bestie Fateha..accompany miie to ma skul cuz ma lappy got something wrong..damn stupid password..after it okiie, i quickly check ma grade...alhamdulilah i got all C's..well C consider better than D..Then went to causeway point had our lunch @ Burger King..

Oh ya speaking of BK, ma french fries still @ ma beg..hehe..i havent take out it from ma beg..

Walk for a while then suddenly saw job vaccancy @ Prima Deli..so we decided to walk in for interview..ma heart beating like hell..serious im so damn nervous..Hopefully i got the job..

After that went to lot 1 library, search for blog skin and check ma facebook..Then went home took bus 172 but before that accompany fateha buying food @ Macdonald..Went home play with Syifa..i pity her..she sick..it been 3 days she never shitting..it getting worrying freak..Hopefully she getting well soon..

RAYA time

2009-09-23T22:58:00.005+08:00

MA FAVORITE CUZZINZ

Today i will update the things i do from eve raya till now..

On the Eve raya..ma mum, ma bro, ma sis-in-law,ma aunts n ma uncle went to geylang around 12 am..Damn i hate the environment..too many people..actuallie i didnt want to go but pity ma mum go there witout accompany..so i sacrifice ma sleeping juz to accompany ma mum..went there bought things that last min want to buy..

I rmb ma aunt,she very cute..sempat tegur fauzie laily..aku kat sblah tergamam..actuallie bkn tergamam, aku ngah stone kat situ skali tiba2 idola aku kat depan pas tu ulak mak cik tegur ulak tu cute..den sempat fauzie reply alik teguran makcik aku..so nk rasa tergamam pn de..

I bought blue baju kurung..hehe..aku suka..favourite colour..den reaached home ard 6 had 3 hours of sleep..haiz..

First Day raya..muka aku stone seh..tk lawa..actuallie dh lh stone,mata bengkak..maklum lah baru minta maaf so ada skit emotional..hehe

First pergi raya umah atok..gerek pe sdare aku..bbual akai sms...padahal ddk skit punya dkat..nie lah org dh tkde keje..sms jadi lah..Lepas tu gie umah kak ipar aku nye mak kat yishun, gie umah pak cik n mak cik cuz dorg pun tinggal daerah yishun so skali jalan..so tk brape nk gie sana agi..Balik kul 1o mlm..fuh..pnat sungguh..

Second Day raya..kita gie umah adik beradik sblah mak aku..tu part aku suka..cuz aku suka sblah mak aku bkn bapak..tp tu lah muka ikot bapak ulak..haiz..first gie umah daeah jurong area termasok umah aku..den bukit batok,woodland n last tampines..nk tau ampai umah kul brape??kul 12 mlm gytu..pnat tk terkata...AH!!ari tu paling aku tk blh lupa..nk tau pe..cerita dier begini..sdare aku suroh aku baca lirik lagu utk crush dier...aku baca lah..baca sambil jalan..tup tup gedebom...Alamak!!malu seh..aku jatoh lh..sakit seh..agi2 akai kasut tinggi..tu aku tk pasal lah..tp de pak cik & anak lelaki dier kat situ tgk aku jatoh..argh!!malu nye..2 sdare tu tk blh harap langsung..bkn nk blang depan de step...dh jatoh cam nangke busuk..haiz..tu lah peristiwa aku tk blh lupa kn sampai krg..

Third Day raya..gie umah abg ipar nye parents..lepas tu alik cuz mak cik nk datang umah...nk katakn hari raya ketiga n keempat nk gie ane2 sangat..semua nye keje..tkde time nk kungjung umah sdare mare..

tu lah cerita aku masa raya..skrang nie aku ngah fikiran nk gie jalan raya ngan kawan..ngan fateha n hidah dh settle..kawan2 silat blum agi...n guess wat..si dier ajak aku beraya ngan dier...hadoi pening2..actuallie aku segan lah..tlg aku..please..hehe..

Im confused with this feeling

2009-09-23T00:18:00.002+08:00

Hmm..im confused with this feeling..
Did i miss him?can't be..
i treat him like ma best frenz..
TTM=>teman tp mesra

ARGH!!
i hate this feeling..feeling that make miie want to find out..
why cant it be straight forward..
no more teka teki..

Did i fall in love?hmm..can't be & nvr will be..
I dunnoe why i dun want to fall in love..mayb im afraid?

Too much questions in ma mind which havent been answer yet..
where can i find the answer??

2009-09-19T14:48:00.002+08:00

Bulan ramadhan akn pergi & bulan syawal akn tiba lagi..
Kehibaan kepergian bulan yang penuh keberkatan..
Adakah aku dpt menyambut hari keberkatan nie pada tahun depan...

Hari nie last day of puasa..=(
Rumah semua dh kemas..Baju raya,kasut,seledan dh bli..cuma beg je tk bli..pakai yg lama..masi de byk agi blum pakai..
Hari nie tk tau kluar ke tk..kemungkinan mlm gie geylang..gerek kan..tp cam mls pn de nk gie..nk tgk tv..de rancangan best2..

Mood utk hari raya setengah happy setangah sedih..Happy raya tiba agi..Sedih kerna..tau2 je lh..

Selamat Hari Raya!!Maaf Zahir & Batin
Kalo saya ada salah silap, maafkan kesalahan saya..

Ma life

2009-09-14T12:06:00.002+08:00

I guess today i'll be sitting @ home..haiz.
The whole of last week i've been going out and mum seem to be angry with cuz i break the promise..Im sorry mum..
But i promise this week i never go out again..i'll be sitting @ home and help to clean the house which mostly done by ma mum..hehe..seriously ma mum, she every min must do work..cant rest..miie & ma sista tired keep telling her to rest for a while..she seem to be stubborn..Now i know why im so stubborn..hehe..
Now im listening to hari raya song and it make miie sad..half ma heart im happy that raya is cuming and other half im sad cuz u noe what happen..i cant wrote it down later ma tears falls..

Well I plan to take ma diploma in Islam..but seem never to register it..hehe..

I realised now i need to be more confident in what im doing now...however im lack of it..all inside miie is fear which pulled ma confident..I must bring back ma confident..

Disini Hari ini Lebaran
Yang Dinanti Sanubari Bernyanyi Suci Murni
Amalan Dirahmati Pekerti Lahir batin
Sesuci Sebersih Lebaran Ini

Bersalam Bermaafan
Keampunan Keberkatan
Berdendang Sehalaman
Bersaudara Berpanjangan
Yang Malang Jangan Lupa Kusyukuri-Mu Rabbani
Anugrah Aidil Fitri Indahnya Hari Ini

mari puji mempuji kepada Tuhan
titis kasih nya melimpah seluruh alam
mari puji memuji kepada Tuhan Yang Esa
insyafi nikmat diberi dihari raya

ALIEN IN THE ATTIC!!!

2009-09-13T22:39:00.004+08:00

2 days i've been going out with ma beloved & crazie cuzzin,hyrul..hehe..yesterday went out to accompany him buy birthday present & school bag..den had our breakfast beside zam zam food stall which i dunnoe wat the place name..hehe

then after that i went to meet ma mum @ geylang, & it was seriously damn packed & hot..well went there meet a lot of people..first meet ma silat fren,then ma pri skul frenz last ma poly fren..cool rite xcept none of sec fren..hehe..

why it hard to forget the past..whenever i gonna forget it, it keeps on appearing either in ma mind or the person itself..haiz..i wish i could let go of ma past..as it haunting miie..

Today suppose to meet ma silat fren,izzul but end up meet ma cuzzin hyrul den izzul..wanna noe why...ma cleverest cuzzin last min told us that the coupon suppose to hand in @ ma akak sdare not the coach..clever rite..actuallie yesterday i wanted to give it to him but i forgotten..Im STM & forgetful..so must keep on reminding miie..hehe..so meet them @ tampines..went to Tamp 1 as hyrul wanted to buy shirt...den accompany izzul went to century square to search for korean movie..den they played arcade while im watching them playing & laughing @ them..well that ma job laugh @ people..im so bad rite??hehe..Laslty, guess wat we do??we watched movie..ALIEN IN THE ATTIC..the movies was awesome..so damn funny...i lyk the part where granny fight with beth boify..it was so cool & funny..the guy so lousy..lose to the old lady..wakakaka...

We had our breakfast @ simie, we were super early @ i nearly fall asleep @ there..hehe..wat cn i say?im super duper tired n sleepy..can fall asleep @ anywhere, where there is air-con..hehe

How can i give an advise to him??i try to stop him of wat he doing now..but i keep on failing..i dun want him to fall to the bad side..I want to help him but how?as the elder sista i must help the younger but i keep on failing..I wish i colud help him before it too late..

ENJOY!!!

2009-09-10T23:18:00.006+08:00

Today was ma happiness day..thnx shiek for making ma day..

well first went to cut ma hair..First i a bit upset cuz half ma curly hair is gone..=( but den after the hair cut i felt happy..However duing the process of cutting, it killing miie man, it so damn pain when the person go & pull ma hair..seriously ma hair was a bit not smooth and kusut masai..so yeah it kinda pain.

after that went to IMM to search for our desire shoe..we went to every shoe shop @ IMM and finally @ mondo shop is where we bought our shoe..well it kinda funny when each of us searched for the perfect shoe esp shiek..afraid of high heel..well it nuthing to afraid off, it the matter how we wear it..if we confident den insyallah the shoe we wearing wont make any fussy..

I bought brown colour shoe to match ma clothes...

den we went to mosque to do our prayer..well IMM to the mosque quite far..half way we rest for a while, fasting mah so cannot walk to long..damn tired..hehe...after praying, we decide where to haf our break fast and end up we went back to IMM, Burger King..we the first person to book the place..took some candid pic while waiting for time to past..hehe..well the pic will be posted @ the facebook..only some pic posted here..we talked our past..& our secret..we laughed here & there..

then we went to our final destination which called 'Home Sweet Home'

Aku Keliru

2009-09-09T21:15:00.002+08:00

Kau telah membuat aku keliru
Keliru membuat pilihan
Kata-kata mu membuat aku sukar membuat pilihan
Apatah aku harus mempercayai kata-katamu
Aku takot dilukai skali lagi

Bolehkah aku membuka pintu hati untukmu?
Sudah lama pintu hati ku tutup untuk terima hadiran insan
Atau aku masih takot untuk membuat hati ku..
Aku keliru..

Semoga aku dapat jawaban yang aku tertanya-tanya sekarang ini

2009-09-09T20:49:00.006+08:00

2009-09-08T14:02:00.002+08:00

Today plan was that i want to cut ma hair but since Fateha cannot make it so i decide to cut on thursday..Finally i give up ma curly hair..=(
But wat to do, it for ma own good also..I cant keep long hair..Ma hair meant to be short..haiz..

Yesterday went to watch movie with Fateha..we watched G-Force..the movie was awesome..i kept on laughing..haha hehe huhu...feel lyk to buy th vcd when it come out..cant wait for it..
After that we melepak @ lot 1 garden for a while b4 ahead home..Went home den heard ma sis said want to break fast outside n i was huh?..juz come back home den go out again..super duper tired..lucky yesterday i cannot fast but i ate a bit onli..haiz..

Well guess wat..Today break fast outside again..woohoo..im so happy..today plan to eat @ kampong glam area..cool out wat..so long never go there..it been months never go there...cuz every year always to there..hehe...

Wait for time to pass 4..den go out meet ma mum @ jurong east mrt..

"usah biar ku bersendiri"
"usah lepaskn genggaman tanganmu"
"usah biar semua berlalu"
"usah terlupa perasaan hati"

life must go on

2009-09-05T11:45:00.002+08:00

Well, i been random at home..blog hopper, check email, do all random stuffs..
today i decide not to go for training cause want to relax ma mind..think wat i shud do in ma life..ever since that incident, i've been in the world that i dun where ma life is..Now i realise that i need to move on..move to achieve wat i have desire for years..

I oso realised that i've been emo, not messing with a lot of people, not doing wat im supposed to do, been acting blurr, well i am blurr but now i must not be blurr again..

after seeing video about the MCG, i missed mixing around with friends, the enjoyment & excitement...

I need to change ma lifestyle..No more emo-ing, No more thinking about the past..

What is gone, gone..no more turning back...

I must be strong to overcome and to follow ma pathway of life...

Andai dlm kehidupan ada keihklasan, ketabahan dan kesabaran
maka kehidupan seseorg akan hidup senang dan aman..

Im in no mood

2009-09-04T18:32:00.003+08:00

This few days im in no mood..dunnoe why, or mayb cuz im having period that why mood swinging..
well today went accompany ma mum to polyclinic..@ first i dun feel like going but pity ma mum walked alone..first we went to withdraw money den went to the contractor shop to pay the money..After that went to polyclinic, lucky not so many people and ma mum queues no quiet fast about 10-15 mins of waiting..den take medicine and before head home, bought some food for breakfast..

at the coffee shop, i saw quiet a number of malay people does not fasting and some it men..dun they feel shame eating outside..i mean dun they feel afraid of not fasting.. haiz..dunnoe wat to say..it their pathway of life..not mine..

i juz felt ashamed as a malay,muslim seeing ma own race did that..

i saw this video clip and im so touched by the song..it make miie sad n wanna cry..
I LOVE MA MUM!!
i noe i always never listen to her advice
i seldom show care & concern to her
but deep inside ma heart i do love her ..and care for her
but i juz dunnoe how to show it to her..

Boring Life

2009-09-02T15:04:00.002+08:00

Hmm..am i having a boring life?
sitting @ home, do nuthing beside watching tv and play computer and sms-ing..
I want to work?but i dunnoe what kind of jobs suitable for miie? Haiz..

Well what ma parents and sis said that ma life is boring is true..i cant deny it..I AM A BORING PERSON!!...
sit @ home..watch tv..all that is borin stuff..
How can i make myself not a boring person?Like an adventure or something...

I cant give up on ma life...i need to go on..wadever situation happens i must overcome it..haiz..
Why people have their own dream, while i'm not?...argh!!im such a dilema...
I dunnoe what ma life turns upside down..AYU u must go on..stop living in the lala world..live in reality..but how i wish ma reality world is there??damn..I must stop it right now, i must wake up..think of the future..

2009-08-31T21:45:00.003+08:00

Today went out with Fateha & Hidah..To celebrate Hidah Birthday..wow..now all turned 18 already...can have a bit of freedom..

Meet they all @ Jurong Point cuz they all already meet up early..well i got sumthing on in the afternoon..

After meet them, went to library to study & melepak..hehe..cuz fateha & hidah tired due to long trip..den around 5.30 went back to jurong point to book place cuz surely got a lot of ppl during this fasting month..while waiting for break fast, we decided to play game..

first game we played list down all the food,drinks we know..den we play item by alphabetical..lastly make a story..

Here the story..

story 1:

ayam penyet percik sangat sedap sekali! Kepala otak kau! Lapar larh seh. Azmi

datang mendadak lalu berkata "Hoi! Kasi bubur ayam tu!" Gila orang minum bandung limau. Azmi. "Mak Tolong!" Cik Bedah berbual merepek,"Tolong anak diam PLEASE!!!" "Waaaaaaaaa!!!" "Yahoo!!!"

story 2:

Shake shake!Drop bootielicious wazaa!Get low low low! High short tall

story 3:

Disturbia love story i do not hook up because of you stuck in the middle haunted don't stop the music ayo technology new divide crush mad world no boundaries in the end someone fall back on don't forget a little too not over you i hate this part hate this part love hurts bottle pop jai ho my life would sucks without you from yesterday flirt you're not alone!

story 4:

Bunga larangan kau yang tak mengerti insanku sayang kini menghilang kekasih gelapku niat hatiku tak nak berpisah bidadari dik sephia kamu kamu lagi orang yang ku sayang-sayang memori berkasih ketulusan hati

After had our break fast, we went for a short window shopping before went home..

Tat all i got to write..im sleepy now..nity

Good Morning!

2009-08-29T08:24:00.003+08:00

Morning everyone!

im so early today..hehe..well i cant sleep,dunnoe why?want to say stomach pain,nope..haiz..dunnoe wat in ma mind nowadays..

Yesterday had a break fast outside, with family..finally..cuz lately i've been having break fast outside with ma frenz..n i miss ma family bonding..=(

Well..after eating went to bed cuz i feel want to vomit out..wake up ard 6 plus..pray, clean ma room..need to do some shopping on ma room..it look plain..ma room need some decoraction..

Then watch hindi movies..i juz fall in love with hindi movies..hehe..later got rehersal @ kampong village..oh gosh...im so damn nervous..dunnoe why..hehe..i've break ma record ma performing a lot of catergories for tmr..OH MY!!..i juz wish i never forgot any steps on the actually day like i did on ma previous performance...hehe..wat could i say, nervous break down..cant control it..hehe

"CINTA ITU PERSAHABATAN"

2009-08-28T16:22:00.002+08:00

Another boring day..

actuallie today plan to go out with ma malay classmates..we thought of break fast outside but Hanis cannot make it and i lazy to go out..hehe...so next wk den we go..

Yesterday had a break fast with Fateha..thnx sis for treating the food and finish up ma food..and sry causing u stomach ache..but first we went to watch 'Bandslam'..such a great movies..i laughede the entire show..n oso it was super duper cold at the cinema..before went to the cinema, we already wet..thnx for the rain..

den ahead to geylang to had our break fast..now geylang bazaar quite boring..not like last time..now no sot havoc..n oso i havent decide wat colour theme for this year..

i cant wait to this sundae..i got a performance at kampong glam..wish miie luck..hehe...

dont ever look back at your past as it will haunt u..
hmm..how can i overcome this situation??

2009-08-26T13:29:00.002+08:00

Hello!!finally ma blog is okiie..

well..today is syifaa 1 months old..so fast rite..she so big alrdy..

accompany ma sis go to clinic early in the morning.,ipity ma niece..first take some blood and den injection..argh damn pain..lucky i nvr went inside..if i went it, i tink i'll be fainting..

den accompany ma mum go to johor..cool rite..actuallie ii went there to search this book called 'JANGAN BERSEDIH' don't be sad..finally i found it..alhamdulilah..it been weeks i search for that book..

Thought of going to sleep but i think i better finish up ma reading..still left 2 books to read..'AYAT-AYAT CINTA' & 'KALAM CINTA DARIPADA TUHAN'..

Oh ya!im forgetting sumething..FINALLY IT HOLIDAY!!.

want to work but dunnoe where to work..haiz..i think i better stay @ home..

I juz follow with the flow..wadever happen i must take it with open heart...

2009-08-10T16:47:00.000+08:00

Why people make miie feel so guilty?

yesterday i had awesome day with ma frenz until i went home..ma mum make miie feel guilty..
and now im thinking wat should i do..i dun want to feel guilty animore..and i think wat i done is the best of miie..i hope so..

haiz..

happiness juz for a moment..